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Darkened Heavens
Carrying away from immoral flame
speculation of deceived betrayal
I stand alone,
Left in the darkness
No one to fear,
And no one with hope
Only myself to defend.
Through the prolonged nights,
I climb as I...

Fall into the silence,
I stumble through the nights
Being beckoned to death,
But i dont want to die.
See the deep light
I fall to pieces
Please save my life tonight

Wind blowing away imperfect heart
Numbing to faultered deception
Escaping the resonance,
Drowning in my thoughts
Death will never cease life as dull as night
Through the darkened days,
I fall as I...

Climb into the silence,
I stumble through the nights
Being beckoned to death,
But I dont want to die.
See the deep light
I fall to pieces
Please save my life tonight

Rose pedal so light and grace
Inturrupted
Depressed souls,
Evil beings
Life grieves,
Death tastes wrong
Will the sands of time
Show me the way?
Contentment swallowed up in memory
And the path whispers to me
The path whispers to me.


My Sanctuary
I'm drowning in my misery.
No one can see me.
I try to scream,
No one can hear me.
No one understands.
The pain flows through me.
Through my tears I see.
It all seems black to me.

This place unknown.
The sounds,
Deaf tone.
In kismet callousness,
Infer one desperation.
When everything's wrong,
Its best.

I suffocate though despair.
No one knows me.
Light,
I leave behind.
They try to break me.
They dont understand.
Animosity follows me,
Numbing me endlessly.
It all seems dead to me.

This place unknown.
The sounds,
Deaf tone.
In kismet callousness,
Infer one desperation.
When everything's wrong,
Its best.

I need a place to call my own.
This place remains,
Will always stay,
This place unknown.
  Alone

Cannot speak.
Cannot breath.
Cannot think.
Can't even believe,
That I'd love you,
It seems so wrong,
Can't elate these feelings so strong.

When i love you
It feels so right
Cannot get you off my mind.

You are the one
Who changes my heart without changing me.
You are the one
I think about when i fall down to sleep.
You are the one
I'm trusting completly
You are the only one
The only one I'm ever happy to see
It's slowly killing me
From hell I fall through
The feelings remain
Completly unpersued.

Endless Heartache

I see the face of death,
Dancing in the clouds.
All is dark, all is grey.
The pleasure of pain,
Calling out to me.
Never before have I longed to dance.
Tears of blood,
Leave a stain.
No hope remains,
I'll find my way.
Times of joy remain unseen.
Intimate thoughts cut through my mind.
In the silence,
I softly cry.
I'm losing heart,
I'm bleeding 
Creatures screaming wordless whispers in my ear
Eyes bloodshot from my cries
I walk with emptiness in despair
So what the hell is wrong with me?
Thoughtless actions,countless lies
Thinking about life after death
Feeling like my life should end
Why should i try when its all the same?
This dark is endless.
I forever remain deathless.
I want to stop.
Stop the pain.
Stop the ignorance.
Stop this never ending circle that is my life.
When I look back I might
Break down and cry
Or stay right here
And wipe my tears dry.
Because under my smile,
Remains unseen tears.
I've become numb.
As I walk in the darkness,
As I walk in the shadows,
I've become freezing
No safety from the cold,
To stay standing,
Myself to hold.



The Nothing

Death is a sweet sorrow
Aching in my heart for love
The shadows upon my face
Lingers in the silence
Searching for wanted space

As hollow skins weep
Life has no beginning and no ending...
Meaningless trajeties undisturbed
Death is just the beginning to another end
Black tears kissed the moonlight
Life has no beginning and no ending...
My thoughts remain unsound
Death is just the beginning to another end

Suffering within souls
Pain unrivals ignorance
That brings forth a fire inside
Figures creep amonst me
No longer have to hide

Chronic misery swallows
My inevitable words
The grey clouds hover above
Invision colourless rainbows
As death embraces love

As hollow skins weep
Life has no beginning and no ending...
Meaningless trajeties undisturbed
Death is just the beginning to another end
Black tears kissed the moonlight
Life has no beginning and no ending...
My thoughts remain unsound
Death is just the beginning to another end
As hollow skins weep
Life has no beginning and no ending...
Meaningless trajeties undisturbed
Death is just the beginning to another end
Black tears kissed the moonlight
Life has no beginning and no ending...
My thoughts remain unsound
Death is just the beginning to another end

Love is crime but yet so angelic.
Emprisoning your heart you cannot escape.
But love is when nothing can get in your way.
Nothing can change to furthen dismay
Death is a tainted rose, I'll find it.
Chains are unlocked and secret thoughts are unwound
Deliverance of death is where love is not found
Death of love