When I look in the mirror, do I see a reflection?
When I scream in the silence, does anyone listen?
When I long for the pain, does anyone care?
I know that I'm suffering, life is unfair.
I'm so lonely and tired,
I'm sick of this game.
Hollow and numb, nothing to gain and I'm losing everything.

Oh sweet death,
Call out my name
End all this torment, lies and hate.
Life's not worth living,
We all will pass on
I won't be remembered
Dead and Gone.

Wwhen I sink to the bottom, in the water that I love
Like a rose shall wilt, I will never rise above
I can't stop these feelings
From burning my passions
No longer have reason, I'm beyond redemption.

Oh sweet death,
Call out my name
End all this torment, lies and hate.
Life's not worth living,
We all will pass on
I won't be remembered
Dead and Gone.

Left in a space of nothingness. I'm sorry, I love you, but that's not enough.
The rest, I blame you! Can't you see I'm suffering? I do not want to be here.
This is the end. The end of a meaningless life. Oh sweet death, you're calling out my name.

what is the meaning of life?
there is no point. this life is just the first step in the process of life.
we arent supposed to think this way.
we are the only ones in the world who thinks like this.
we are the only ones who think that maybe there's more.
we are the ones who know.
we are the ones who reach deep into us to find ourselves.
we are the ones
we do not wait for death.
we wait for life.
rebirth.
a new beginning.
we may be dark
dont judge us
we are not suicidal
we are anxious.
anxious to see what will be.
cuz this isnt living.
this is so small as we carry on
i am tied down.
with chains.
you cannot see them
no one can see them but me.
only me.
no one can help cuz no one can see whats wrong.
they dont see that i'm trapped.
chains.
they're all locked.
i cant trust anyone
everyone just adds another chain thats holding me down
all the deceit. all the hate.
all the lies.
all the death
all the manipulation.
the greed. the power.
the lack of love.
they all just tie me down.
the world is full of it.
theres enough to tie everyone down.
"trust me"
its what they all say
no.
thats more lies.
more chains.
more chains.
im scared.
no
more chains.
"trust me"
more chains.
stop.
please stop.
"no, trust"
no.
no more.
i cant take it.
please.
no more lies.
no more trust.
please.
i just cant handle it.
you are tied down too you know
but you dont know it.
and i shouldnt know it.
but i can see what others cannot.
i know what you do not
i am tied down
everyone is.
i do not want to see these chains
chains are eternal
i can see the chains.
they burn me repeatedly
chains
all holding me back.
all holding me down.
more chains.

Consumed by animosity
As I fall into banality.
All I can really say
I can't stand to look in your eyes.
Hatred.
My heart starts to race
Oh how perfect you look on the surface
I want everyone to see you
I can't stand to speak to you
I can't clean up the blood that I lose
It flows to the floor
An open wound
No one understands why
They will never know.

Leave me alone.
Go away
Leave me alone.
Blood'll be spilt if you stay.
Leave me alone.
Just go the fuck away.
Leave me alone.
Forever I remain.

Rancid thoughts annihilate me
Causing unspeakable pain
Undescribable torment
Taken over by the voices in my head
I don't need you
I'll save myself
I can't trust you for shit
I can't take it anymore, that's it!

Leave me alone.
Go away
Leave me alone.
Blood'll be spilt if you stay.
Leave me alone.
Just go the fuck away.
Leave me alone.
Forever I remain.
Please, just go.
Leave me alone
I cannot do this anymore
Please, not a word
Just leave me alone.
Listen, for my voice will be heard.
Leave me alone.
Go away
Leave me alone.
Blood'll be spilt if you stay.
Leave me alone.
Just go the fuck away.
Leave me alone.
Forever I remain.

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

Just one stance:

I fall asleep to kill the reality
To kill the dreams,
I awake in death.
I am not dead.
I am not alive.
Throw away this unwanted life.
Again I will rise out of scorching ashes
Ignited by a powerful fire that's burning inside.