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Laugh.


It's all just a joke
Its all for for un
The things that you say
Continues the sorrow so strong.
It was all a mistake
I'll always wonder why
I wonder why
You are never there
And rarely when you are
You make me feel so small
It's all just a joke
So lucky to be here
When I really shouldnt
I wonder what you might have thought
If I really would've
Its all just a joke
Would you even care?
Maybe then you'd realize
I was closer to you than you thought
Then you'd be regretting all the time that you lost
It's all just a joke
I am not here
Maybe you would move on
Live your life and forget
And i didnt matter to you
Maybe you thought
It was all just a joke
But to me its much more than that
I am not here
It's all just a joke.

Naked.

Emotions so extravagant,
its hard to breath,
hard to think.
Choking on every word that tries to escape
Suffocating on every thought,
every memory that comes to mind
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my naked soul.
A song of etherial pain empties into a night of dark desires.
Entwined as the night tumbles in a heavy, asphyxiate cloak.

Your soul thrives no more
How could you abandon me?
Lost souls surround us, crying
We have lost our light
Now in a night of ecstasy,
I hunger.

Light flares once, then dies
I fall asleep to kill the reality
To kill the nightmares,
I awake in summerland
I am not alive,
yet i still walk amongst the living
Watching all other lives pass me by
as i remain to reminisce of afflictions of my past
They grow more consciously as i climb the neverending path
Leading me through the unknown waters
where the undertow drowns me.

The Pheonix

Am I fallen
I stumble apon
A fading star
Weeping with sin
A bleeding satyr
Hidden within
I'm bleeding as I lay
Inside myself
Sorrow stained
Am I the fallen
The fading star
The bleeding satyr
Alive in summerland,
I have awoken
Empusas
I invoke thee
So beautiful
So pheonicious
Empusas
I invoke thee
I forever hear you
Call out to me
Through the darkness
I will find you
Inside myself
Waiting to reveal you.